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February 19 calling all friendsI have moved,
click on this next link to get there
Please join me over there, its my new and improved site
Love to you all
Just Elle
xxx
December 20 where is everyone???NEW ADDRESS IS AS FOLLOWS
just click here - new address link - just click here
then once you are in the new pad, scroll down my profile till you see <add as a friend> click that and....
hey presto
I really want to take you all with me,
God Bless and hope to see you over there - BEFORE XMAS!!!
still me but am not coming only coming back to add friends and its taking ages, please come and add yourselves too it would be a big help
love you all
Just Elle
xxx
p.s photos to be added, refer to this space for any older photos, knew albums from now on, I am leaving this one dormant so to speak, come on the other place is sooooo much better, and once I get the vids and stuff I want, it's all good, or will be
December 18 new addy please follow me and stay friendsas you will probably know I havent been able to access my site propely for days so I am now on the add http://justelleshaw.spaces.live.com please come and click on the invite as a friend PLEASE
I want all my friend still, it is really a nhard to move but I have to, so please,
God Bless You all
xxx
ew place so I can December 16 well that finally does it................................................ho ho ho,
I dont feel very Christmassy, but am gonna try, We have a christmas dinner to go to tonight, Brian and I NEVER go out, so it'll be good, its with our christian group we go to - It's called the Lighthouse in Tillydrone, its run by Aberdeen City Mission, they have a drop in on mondays for the guys and weds for the gals, its just somewhere to get out of the norm, for folk that have difficulties in this world, its run by christians (evangelists) but there are only about 5 of us that go on a weds that are christians, the rest of the gals that go are just needing that little bit of sanctuary, sometimes I get annoyed cos they giggle when the volunteers try to pray I mean if you dont believe fair enough but if you cant keep quiet during a prayer then go outside and respect thte fact that the rest of us actually want to be part of that prayer
I was saying Abewrdeen City Missionas well as the dropin (Lighthouse) they have a company calle "straightways" where the guys that are near clean from methadone - they havent a clue most of the guys they have chosen to work for them are smack heads, anyways they get to do landscape gardening, and painting, building kitchens, etc.... and us gals we have a cafe called Gatewaysa, where we get to get back into the world of the living, I would have loved to do it, but apparently I am not stable enough, I dont take anything except my methadone - which I am reducing on just now (my choice) and my Diazapam aka Vallium, thats wot keeps me calm......ish!
so we are going to Gateways to christmas Dinner with the folks from lighthouse,
I have to go get ready
I also cant access my space anymore so I can only do blogs and see comments, from the spaces home page, but internet ex keeps shutting it down so I am starting anohter page - AGAIN!!
but its not naughty!!! its just - just Elle
so thats me away to get ready like a pwinth-eth (that 'princess' with a lisp)
Goodnight and God Bless
Just Elle
xxx
p.s al give yiz all the link from here till I can get my friends all registered, so please dont desert me - p.l.e.a.s.e
oh and no nasty comments unless you are willing to be critisized yourself, you cant shout "ugly" then hide be-
-hind your permissions settingsfinally another xmas smiley to make the page look better
December 15 Talking about James Blunt: 'You’re Beautiful'
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December 14 ok so today was the "new day"So this new darn day
Quick blog - as far as I am concerned I as on the road to die!, I started to starve myself about 3months ago oh ok about 6months ago, and then with everything that has been going on in the last few weeks, I have forgotten to eat completely, infact it is about a fortnight ago that I ate half a sandwich, and I couldnt even remember when I last ate a meal, I live on about 30 coffee's a day, so i guess the milk and sugar is keepng me alive, problem is I have a man that thinks for me to start eating I should just pick up a burger and eat it, - I mean come on, common sense should tell him I have a major problem here, I thought that if I could just starve myself for a couple of months and then loose the weight. . . .I could start eating and it would all be fine - but NO, I have let it go to far again, I am still fat and I am screwed, I cant bear the thought of eating, it makes me retch, and the smell of him eating makes me feel ill, also I have like foamy stuff at the back of my mouth and throat, and I keep getting nasty stuff coming up into my throat, so am not sick just "nearly sick", and I have lost NOTHING in weight - not a bean!
so I am going straight down the road to Anorexia-ville and I have no clue, no support, and I know I will to do nowt about it,
so if I am dead by Christmas, no-one can say I didnt tell someone or try to do summat about it!
I did I phoned my Doctor to see if I could get some sort of drink that would help me to start eating, I nibbled stuff a while ago but got crazy stomach cramps for trying! so I am almost scared to eat, my stomach looks like I am about to have a baby - I am not pregnant, just screwed up inside,
Oh woe is me,
not really
I dont actually care, if I die from anorexia, then its not a sin cos I didnt mean to, so it aint suicide, and I might go at the same time as my cat, she will go to Heaven without a doubt, I do pray I will join her, I dont want to go to Hell, (this world is so bad I thought it was Hell,) until I found God, and now I am terrified of going downstairs, cos its worse than this life!!
it must be awful, and you cant commit suicide from Hell!
oh I am blethering, I am not feeling that grumpy, I feel lonely, but I always have, I feel unfestive, but Christmas is nowt to me, but to be honest I actually am nae that peeved - really, just alone
anyhoo, I wish you all well and hope youz have a really Great christmas filled with Family and friends,
and I pray the children have a magical Christmas,
God Bless You all
Just Elle
xxx
December 13 warning Virus alertWARNING VIRUS ALERT
IF ANYONE HAS MADE FRIENDS WITH <WHITE_GH0ST>
get rid of him, I just had him say on msn, first time he EVER spoke too......
"OMG, i found ur pic on cuteornot.com! im not kidding either!!!"
then he sent this file to me called
image_239_JPeG.zip
obviously I declined his offer and got this message
bU AlemDe SeNi tEk GeçErim KanaRyaM sends:
You have failed to receive file "image_239-JPeG.zip" from bU AlemDe SeNi tEk GeçErim KanaRyaM. (that wierd writing is his supposed name) so get rid of him off your friends list, honest folks, I said to him once it told him I hadnt accepted, I said you are soooo busted, and have had no reply!!
so if you have this man called: athakan or whiteghost1900.spaces.live.com, and called "my crazy page"
maybe I am paranoid and the file is just a multi-file with a pic of a big fat ugly cow
I dont wanna open it just incase it is a virus, if sum1 is daft in the head they can open it and tell me wot it is!
love y'all once more
xxx
I did blog, but.......guess wotright you all nearly got a BAD blog - hey there would be something new - me blogging about "this Cruel world",
but you know what.....today is a new day, and tommorrow has'nt even started, so I am away to start all over this year to come,
I have now got distance me and one problem, I have given my children the best chance, but lost another set of parents even though that was a hard situation to deal with regardless,
Also I know now that my little Girl is strong minded enough and is SOOOOOOO like me, that she can make decisions for herself and she is listened to - FABULOUS! you go girl, I am proud of you, and I am sure the people involved will one day understand why you have made your decision - och why do I write this to you, its not like my Daughter will ever get to read this, but I am happy for her that she is listened to - one day I pray we will be reunited, and me, her and her brother, my son, we can all be together again, I know it will never be ideal but we can work on it, I will put EVERYTHING I have into trying to make things right by them both,
Finally, yesterday I booked for parcelforce to pick up 2 parcels for the kids Christmas and I did it online too.
END OF DRAMA.....
my children will have their presents by Christmas, and I done it online (I have to say it again to believe it) I done it
God Bless You all
for their steady flow of supportive messages,
Always summat to say (Good or Bad)
xxx
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p.s to the friend
finally - do I go on or wot!
no serious I was just gonna put a pwetty picture!
oops wrong picture, but its looks ok from here - oh unless you too believe that my upper torso is big, ugly and useless?
please note: two blogs back and my invite to the last person to give negative comments - like "Lovely Girl" who seemed to think putting people down was a good way to make herself feel better, (babe I got summat to feel!)
oh and thats my pussy - truffles - lol
MERRY CHRISTMAS Y'ALL December 11 RE no titleNo Blog,
I cant seem to type or say the words Merry Chri......- see it gets stuck in my throat,
I am not feeling very xmassy so I will stay quiet today,
spare a thought for the homeless, the childless, the ill, the lonely and the Grinches(that would be me!)
God Bless You and Yours
Just Elle
xxx
hmm trapped in a bauble
sounds metaphorically perfect
December 10 men, flat-chested women, and skanksOK so sometime soon you may notice that my new space has gone, I tried to boost my confidence.....and wot do i get but a comment on the pic of my new hair "lovely girl - aww you shloudnt do that cos your ugly and you think your boobs are great and then some thing about being useless - so thanks faceless - I cant accept comments lovely girl that probably has no tits at all, yes I shouldnt have done it so its gone, and my confidence is shot once more
Thanks lovelygirl,
if you ever come to Aberdeen and give me a nudge my addy is lee-annshaw@hotmail.co.uk and I can come meet you and kick your probably skeletal body up and down union street before biting off your nose and sticking it up you stinking ass so you can smell your own shit for the rest of your life
I am waiting for you xxx
as for the rest of you transparent fools, I have enough friends, I dont need pervs so you can take your pictures of yer dicks and stick em in yer own gob (*vietnam style), and to the select few - probably two in all, friends I have met through this f-ing puter I apologise this is not aimed at you,
I am also apologising to my God for swearing like a trooper, and I will try harder from now on,
So Happy holidays to all you that are decent human beings and know what it is like to hurt, I pray you have a magical Christmas and to the rest of you Grinches, you really are as green as you are cabbage looking -
serious folks get out some, these puters are relationship wreckers
on that note
God Bless You and Yours, even the c***s out there,
Just Elle
xxx December 09 ok who is the wise ass trying to tell me..........ok wise ass, like I was saying in the title, who is the wise ass who is trying to tell a mentally and physically disabled lassie on benefit for the rest of her life, a fcuking holiday home in spain!!! I just had a tumour removed last year, skin cancer is he a wise ass or wot, mr ozabijan or whoever, fruitcake, if I were a whiner (hehehehe I would report him) but I am not a whiner - hehe so I won't
anyways not much blog today, I am really feweling quite good I near wrote quiet then - LMAO, me - quiet, yep! I neeed to go get a new brain
innit, I read my bible again last night and I was reading some mad stuff about creatures with eyes all over their bodies, and plagues and angels sent to destrot, it was all a bit lord of the rings ish!
did not understand a word of it but hopefully tonight he may enlighten me what He means as I read the scriptures once more
God Bless You and Yours
Just Elle
xxx, December 08 Ho Ho Ho - and Ha Ha Hahey folks, my other space is going well, I am enjoying starting over, but knowing its just for the unholy stuff, so I can seperate my life!
Fantastic idea - why thanks Elle, Not a problem Elle????
OK so I talk to myself, and answer myself what of it, I am dellusional, and proud of it, my God gave me this brain, and it doesnt work right but its the one I was given so it's the one al respect.
So just a quick blog to say my fantasy man has to remain as such, but it's awoken a brand new set of feelings for my relationship, and belief that it can work.
He was on the phone to his Gran tonight and I really wasnt eaves-dropping but He was saying something about that as far as He is concerned Him and Me are forever, I wear his ring and He wears mine, so He doesnt care that there is no marriage licence we have given ourselves to each other infront of God, just not as a marriage - YET, I have the dress - made by myself, and I will be married, but although it is a sin to live without marriage and share a bed, I know deep down in my heart that He does Love me.
I am simply NOT an easy person to live with! - So really when I say I am with an ass - I only mean 40% of the time, so the odds although slim are still in my favour - lol
I love him, it just took me to look on the otherside of the fence to realise everything I want is here - regardless of the ups and downs (don't get me wrong anymore violence and that's it) but.....and there is always one, If I am not with brian, I am sworn to a life of celebasy because when i read my bible EVERY night I swore to My God that since faith came into my life I have given myself to one man and so if it does'nt work out I am to be alone for the rest of my life!
I reckon if I am to being alone without Brian, an extra point towards the ticket to Heaven is worth keeping my promise of no-one else ever,
Well thats me for today I feel refreshed, anew and I am gonna clean this place up tomorrow,
all those looking for the otherside of me need to go to http://heavenandelle.spaces.live.com add me as a friend, - I am collecting friends on both sites, so choose which one is your cup of tea - if it is BOTH - I got a number for a FABULOUS shrink!!!
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Just Elle
xxx
December 07 Christmas again......woohoo?!?AN ODE TO CHRISTMAS
T'was the night before Christmas and all through the land,
All folks under't illusion that all was in-hand,
Our great country, all Civilised and Safe,
All Warm and Cozy and full of Great faith.
Stockings on the mantel - Gifts on the Tree,
I wonder if anyone ever thought about me,
Have I been a good girl Santa, Honest I tried,
But my faith in Humanity has literally died.
I did'nt want much for Christmas - One wish for me,
I just wanted to be with my real family,
It was'nt to be, cos it all stayed the same,
I should'nt have dreamed it drove me insane
So lets move on till I am older - old enough to be FREE!
Homelessness is the worst situation to be,
So I think about all the "me's" alone in this land,
I wish for them warmth and stuff, a caring hand,
There is snow on the ground and it's starting to get light,
I forgot to say "Merry Xmas to all and to all a goodnight",
when the night gets that cold, you cant sleep on the ground,
You HAVE to keep walking - around and around!
Oh quit with yer moaning Girl, yer doing my nut,
There are always folk worse off, and more worthy (to put),
so why you so special, you put yourself there,
walking past lit up windows, freezing wind in the air.
My flat here is cozy, I don't have a tree,
I dont see the point when it's just Him and me,
there's still something missing, this Xmas, ya see
my Children are sitting at someone elses tree
there's one lesson I remember at this time of year,
Once December hits - So does the fear,
Even though I am Christian and cannot commit sin,
suicide is the easy option to be in
Selfish as I am, when it comes to the crunch,
and no matter how much I behave like a grouch,
I will smile at his parents, and eat all my Dinner,
But deep down I know that am still a Sinner
O.K thats it, whinge whinge yada yada yada
I am all out, I have more than some and I am so selfish I am too busy trying to take speck out of my Brian's eye that I cant see the plank in my own!
I miss my kids, I dared to dream for a day about something else, and I hate christmas, oh and.......the PC freezing is making me feel soooo relaxed!
God Bless You all,
Just Elle
xxx
p.s. If anyone is under the impression that "heavenandelle" is a site for pornographic pics, and a place for pervs to congregate
YOU ARE WAY OFF!!!
Thankyou and Goodnight
December 06 christmas shopping! Need I say more?Actually - YES. The internet went down this morn f-ing BT. So I decided i had to get my kids presents. Its hard not knowing what they want, and the cards. . To a Special Daughter, she calls someone else 'mum' bad day..am struggling 2 bite the bit an say wot I want,I just know if I were a better person then Bri wud B nicer 2 me! An wi' internet down again 2 nite, I cant blog proper or talk on MSN, I wanna say about my feelings on candyfloss Mmmmm! God Bless y'all Just Elle XxX Its about 4am I started reduction from Methadone on Tuesday so I feel yuk! i am proper feeling weak. Like. . i can 'them' downstairs cos she has 2babies+I know they got Gear+Crack even a few Xtra Vallies. its2more days So al just smoke my pot! Luv Elle xOn way I wrote my whole little blog on the title - LOL so am all out! I feel to tired so type but too rough 2sleep. Lord I NEED strength! Al be fine so i keep hoping! Thanks 2 Y'all for't kind words Im on't mobile so got2go. God Bless y'all Just Elle XxX December 05 I am here again, and I am still not single,well, after three days of niggling arguements and awful full on rows, I am resigning myself to just putting up with it, until I can be strong enough to follow though, I want it to be amicable, just him get his own flat and then move in, and I can have my home back!
I have been in relationships since I was 15yrs old, and I knew after the glaswegian caved my skull in with a Brass Candlestick, I knew that I needed to be alone for a while so I could improve my taste in men!
but after near 7yrs I met Brian but I was sworn to my God by then, so I felt that i am committing willful sin just living with him unmarried, which means if I have no intention of working this mess of a relationship out, then I am committing a willful sin worse than the first!
and now I am looking in a certain direction, which the thoughts i am having are not Holy or faithful to Brian I mean if you could two-time someone with thoughts ,then I am having a full-on affair - if you know what I mean,
och its all fantasy - there is no way I could be in a league where the kind of guy I want is...
I am to take the bottom of the pile, I am to be humble, and thankful for wot I have.
I need to sort my thoughts out, I am tempted, and should never have even looked at anyone that way whilst I am with someone, wot do I do
I want a MAN, someone to share my dream or their dreams can fit comfortably into mine, but Brian doesnt think beyond drugs and easy money, even the animal thing he doesnt want to rescue animals he wants to breed British Bulldogs
He even tries to change my mind from building my log cabin, I have dreamt of doing this since I was 10yrs old!
oh! I made my bed - that's wot they say isnt it
Well, that's my blog for today, I have to go off-line, before I end up getting my head in even more of a tangle, I never believed you could get feelings for a stranger on the internet, REALLY
I used to laugh at the folk on Jeremy Kyle, and now look at me, I go all weak at the knees when someone inparticular appears on-line (He knows who he is)
So God Forgive Me I mean no harm, Help me to become the person I want to be, with as little hurt as possible, that including Brian, I dont want to hurt anyone, I am just so unhappy
Bless You all
Just Elle
xxx
it's a Fantasy.......it's a fantasy......it's a fan....
You get the idea - wish I could! December 04 God-damn I am with an ass!here we go again, except i have'nt been smacked in the heada yet!
Can you believe that I actually managed to finish everything with him this morning, and then - I give - WHY - cos I am a BAM, and I do'nt beleive that I deserve any better, I am sure to be somebodies punchbag, or landlady or just the person in the background that pays for it all but gets ignored.
I hate it, I am tired of it, I want to be alone, I tell you what I am leaving once my cat goes - God Rest her Soul when it happens, but when it does I am gone, I am out, fcuk it - I am sick of being a tag along, I actually thought when I got this flat and I managed to kick the Class A's, I could fINALLY settle down with myself and my cat and get my life together (as much together as is possible) but here it is, it's all happened again, I get lonely then some guy steps into the picture I tell him I want to to take it slow and he moves in the same day - OK so he didnt move his clothes in for a couple of weeks but he pretty much lived here from the first day, and now my home is his house, my home is no longer my home, my home is never gonna happen I am alwaysa gonna be homeless, or lonely, or just plain stupid, I have had it, If I could commit suicide I would but God will send me to Hell, and if this is'nt Hell then I dont want to see what is, I very much doubt that I could get into Heaven no anyway, but am still gonna try, I just need to seperate the bad Lee-ann from the good Lee-ann and come up with Elle, that is "THIS SITE"I wanna become the person that "Just Elle" is, I know I think I said all this yesterday, but I am all over the place I am proper raging with anger, I have a spoilt little cunt for a fella and I really am gonna pack my trunk once my Truffles passes on, and al sign this house away and then he can do what he wants but he isnt getting to take over my life and then taking my home, , I would rather sleep rough than know that he profitted from screwing around with my life!!!"
he can go sleep rough too, I actually believed i had everything I could ever want - it just shows you NOT TO GET COMPLAICENT life will NEVER get better, I am to be a failure at everyting and worst still I have to live with that!
God Bless You all
Just Elle
xxx
December 02 so here is how it goes, I have my space and I like JustElle, she beats dowdy Lee-ann anyday I have my space and I like Just Elle, she beats dowdy Lee-ann anyday,
but the day has come when I go to my bed and I am not happy with this place, I am all mixed up, I cant seem to get my personalities into one space, so I thought I would just go for the simple "shoulder technique" - I made that up! but you know when yer concience is sometimes put metaphorically into a devil on one shoulder and the Angel on the other......
Well that's wot am going for, I got multiple Personality Disorder and therefore I dont actually knoow how many "me's" there are!! for real, but am gonna try with two sites, I keep this one cos Just Elle is the person I am aiming to be, and then there is, "my new pad" . I am gonna use that place as the person that I am trying to kill off to be a true christian, I know I will never be perfect but I will be as Christian as I can - one day! I am human after all
i mean I am not a devil, but I do have the side of me that kept me going for the tough years I had, where I worshiped no God, I couldnt believe there was someone that coud watch the suffering I had and saw, and then as you become more aware of the rest of the world - You start to see REAL suffering - with what seemed to be no ends. So how do you believe! but I do
I am/was a Tarot Reader, and a practising witch for many years, I have cursed people and they have been dead within 24hrs, i can do a few spells but I concentrated more on the positive side of my strength, I am actually a talented Tarot reader I dont know anyone who didnt get a reading that was and didnt come true. I am struggling finding Faith in a Scripture and a Miracle that was bestowed upon me, when I have seen with my own eyes the power of the Tarot and other fortune things, So there it is,
This space is for the up and coming Elle, confident and getting better, and then there is the new pad, for my love for Dragons, cats, pain, and all that is unholy, Not disgusting freaked out "youre going straight to hell" space, just somewhere to for me to put stuff I like so I can split my good from my 'not-so-good' side, I think it'll work, once it's fully operational - invites will be given out
God Bless You and Yours
Just Elle
xxx
November 30 RE: writing a blog then losing it before you can save it as a draft or publish it!!1I am writing this blog on a notepad then I shall copy/paste on to the blog entry page! Genius
So this is it, I was blogging about how much my friends that I met around the time I cut my wrists, that have been such a support, leaving me to flourish as a member of a real society, with spaces, its like this, and I quote a life skills coach friend, "if you pretend to be strong and confident, in the end you will end up not pretending anymore and it will actually be a real part of you", or something along those lines. Well I am here to tell you that is REALLY good advice, I am dead confident on my Space, Just Elle, is confident, she speaks her mind which....most of the time is a lot of .......trash!, but nevertheless Just Elle is able to do it, if you were to meet Lee-ann...............well, thats a whole new story Imagine wavy lines going accross the page as we imagine the REAL Lee-ann, lol
There she is - sitting at the puter, Brian is away to the shop, cos Lee-ann forgot to buy coffee and catfood!!! Stupid Me...WTF is wrong with me, sitting on my lazy skinny ass (cos I am the wrong way round, large everywhere except my ass, I got curves at the front of me and none if you looked at my sides profile, (big fat whale) and dont get me started on my face, I have had to look at this face for like 34years and I hate it, it don't matter if I smear make-up on thick as icing nothing is gonna hide the fact that I have featureless eys - and they are green - I mean come on where is the fairness in that, featureless and a pishy colour, so I just count my eyes as not even there, then there is the round thing with two HUMONGOUS holes in the middle of it stuck slap/bang above a set of lips that look like the surgeon filled em with collegen . . . and got it wrong.
I am so pissed off with how I look - and this IS for real - ALL the mirrors are too high up for me to see into them, unless I go tippee-toes! I get a real fright if I catch a glimpse of me sen, so if all t'mirrors are a little too high, I dont need to worry!
Have I told you this before?, I get De-Ja-Vois, I think it's coz of the amount of blogs I write, that crash on me I dont know what I have published and what crashed! and I write in such a way that I can't go repeat the blog, I type nearly fast enough to keep up with my brain, and even if I wrote down the topic I wanted to talk about - I admit that there may be a similiarity with repeating a blog (the one I publish and them's I lose!) but I do wander off on convo's. I cant recreate the same blog twice, cos I am never in the same place in my head, twice, my views dont change, but the perspective I write from, is never consistant, unless I really try to the point I have to be so focused, I become totally unaware of my surroundings - then I end up getting balled at, cos Brian has beeen speaking to me for the last 15 minutes - lol, I forgot what I were saying again, hod fire I am off to check it out. OMG - I just read some of that, do youz really read this stuff, mind you if I saw me somewhere else, I think I would be intrigued, or I would go straight for section of the photo's (Random.........kinda! it's me - Album title) incase you cant find it "men only"! most of my hits are on that album, whenever I update! ok so my first blog that crashed was I wanted to say a big... ![]() Buried at PhotoCasket.comfor being there for me, back when I last self-harmed, I wouldnt be able to do half the stuff on the puter if it werent originally taught which is down to Just J, and Rachel, and for that character support, I was lucky enough to have met Jennifer and Hodgieboy,So a big THANKS to you four, and next... a Thankyou and Hello to ALL my friends that are around whenever I have a puter problem or a Lee-ann Problem's. There has always been someone with a kind word, hence me keeping the "kindness of strangers" pic.
So I wanna thank them too and I also wanna give a big shout out to any prospective friends that dont mind a scatter-brained wifey,
God Bless You and Yours
Always Just Elle xxx November 29 ok so I am NOW having a bad dayok so I already blogged today but with msn still signed in as online, pop ups keep freezing my screen!
so I aint telling you my woes I am sure you have your own
I just want to wish you all well and hope that you are all having a better time than the folk in this wrld are having a bad day
I ain't having a bad day really, I am angry with Jealousy, but if I accept that jealousy, then I am judging, so I guess it's best it did'nt get published as the blog for today
God Bless You and Yours
Always full of it...........!
Just Elle
xxx
p.s here is an update in someones photo album and I get threatened with being shut down - FOR A DRAWING!!!
those of a weak disposition close your eyes.....!!!
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