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August 31 The new meLove me or hate me, There is no inbetween wi me, but hate me and youz can kiss my perfectly formed little ass! Am feeling really excited 4 working days and am online. I should make a countdown clock, i mean UNLIMITED net access have I told Yiz that? Bliss August 30 8 minuts and 5 working days, and a partridge in a pear tree..............hey y'all,
well it has been a real head frying week as you might have guessed if youz read my blogs but I am getting there and I am on a 5 working day countdown till I get my broadband home hub posh eh? me with one o those things off the telly you know the advert with Adam who takes his new stepson to the hairdressers and bursts out laughing when he sees the poor wee lad sitting in the chair with his hair all done, I love the advert would kill anyone that laughed at me like that but its funny, I asked Ninja pilot to make a Malaysian tapier into a ninja like he did with the meerkat but you can only see the full picture if you click on the e-mail this pic bit that comes up when the little arrow is on the pic? am I making sense. Anyway thanx to my two new really supportive friends I reckon al have this site up and running as I want it,
Gotta go 38 seconds remaining at library love ya all
Elle August 29 One away from a thousand!Kool - one more person to hit my site and thats a kool number. I get my own pc online from Monday even better so al be sitting like a zombie glued to a pc screen - kool so thats it thanks guys please leave yer message in the guestbook Luv Elle XxX am confused???Hi folks, if any, I have found myself a couple of real friends, I am getting advice to keep all the weirdo's away,
So, if anyone out there thinks I am vulnerable - YOU GOT IT WRONG, and internet pervs or anything else classed as a sin in the Book of God, stay away, I might have been down for the last wee while but I amnot one to take grief laying down and my weak phase is going out the window with anyone else who cares to piss me off,
So, mr send me naughty pics of you, I got your card marked, I mean come on the good-looking guy standing next to the flashy sports car that sends reall xxx-rated e-mails, you should be a writer for mills and boon, I nearly believed you till you sent the pic of your jeans unbuckled - you had on the scabbiest boxer shorts I have seen, since I last went to Primark!!! Anyway I have a partner, whom despite his downfalls does Love me and I him, we just need to have a bit of time off from the daily grind of life. Oh and if he ever hits me again I shall remove his testies with an electric carving knife, kindly given to us by Nan (thanx Nan x)
So I feel better after my rant and I have just been informed by bt, my phoneline will be active from tomorrow, and I will have broadband AT HOME by Monday - you little beauty - speaking Stevo (irwin style) little Bindi eas in our Newspaper today looking like a young Lady, you go Girl I know she will be everything her Father was and probably more - GO AUSTRALIA ZOO
Hey did you folks catch "he's a lion man, doing all he can to build a sanctuary...la la la" yeah him the Lion Man isnt he just amazing
like a New Zealand stevo with big cats, not crocs, loved Stevo but Lion Man am liking his show more and more, Our big Cats should be protected, respected and its our responsibility too make sure nothing goes extinct now we have the technology
That's my blog for today - pretty Random but me all the same
God Bless all those out there, and all the wierdo's - I will pray for you all that you find the right way
G'day all
luv Elle
xxxx August 28 So that was the key?? 135views by 5:30!OMG is that really wot youz wanted to see thats mad i only put the pics of my arms up to disgrace myself. I am proper freaked out wish youz would of left a comment tho God Bless you all and all who sail in her . . . .Soz got sidetracked! Stay safe please ok so i thought i had best explain the new photo albumhi guys,
sorry if the pictures freak you out but I am shaming myself into NEVER doing it again, I am really struggling this last week or so. My truffles the cat has to have surgery next week which she isnt really fit for so we have to be prepared to lose her.
I will be going to the Pet Cemetary we have in Aberdeen, I am not sure if I would do that for any cat but Truffles has been really special, she knows when I cry inside, its so sweet she actually comes up to me and taps me on the arm and gives a little chirrup.
My good for nowt Mother phoned yesterday she heard about my little cutting escapade, I simply cant have her in my life, she has abandoned me too many times. But youz dont wanna know about that......youz wanna know that BT have finally put in the order for broadband and I should have my pc set up Deffo by next week we are going for wireless cos I have no clue what option to take, I just cant wait to sit in my own home on the computer talking to all my fabulous new friends, i have met thro the world wide web - hurray!
 God Bless you all mostly J, and Rachel xxx
Elle August 27 13 views!! In All day!Thanx guys i slash my wrists i get 58views in a morning and i do NORMAL stuff and 13 bloody views, yer a gruesome lot. I got pics4U when i get bk on a pc. All my self harm scars(its sposed2Be a deterent) al C yer reaction the morn tho eh? 13 views - PAH! The wierd weekI updated my profile on a1 Chatrooms i went over board wi sarcasm! Al be really popular now. But like i always say. . . . .wot do i say? Oh well Thanx 2 everyone for their support this week past yer all fab XxX Elle God Bless August 26 S.T.U.P.I.DCan you believe i send myself a comment on my Part 3 blog. And just looked at my e-mails it said i had a new comment and I. . . Me actually didnt know who had commented i even and got excited! S.T.U.P.I.D Up and down like a yo-yoOk so 1min i feel hyper almost + then i want 2 in out + smash sum1 just 4 sake o it.Or i want 2 hurt myself i am going 2 remove t'bad photos so all the 1s o mine will be gone i am giving folk the wrong impression o me am not slutty i am all over t'place?? August 25 KING STUPIDHave ya ever watched it. Its a kids program but if you have seen it then you may understand this that I am starting to believe that i am one of King Stupids play people! I always thought i was a puppet 4someone and it makes sense it cud well b king stupid Still Part Three. . .Truffles,Elle's cat has been sick for nearly 2yrs now.But she has been the strength behind Elle's survival. And now. . .Truffles has only weeks left.wot then?Master Plan,the bridge+ train,It'll work.Still tho she still secretly hopes2B saved.Ce la vie eh? Part three. The EndSo this is it the make or break time elle has just a few weeks left before she has to decide whether or not to go thro wi her MASTER PLAN, strangers had been so kind to her but the one she wanted to show cared, had only sarcasm. If only the cat wud live? ok so iknow who and how but OMG would I not like to discover THEso I printed off the e-mail, soz to the person that sent it but i need to be able to read it whenever!
Am telling ya, girls this guy actually knows!!!!!!! I feel erm......x-rated cant talk about it - wahooo, I think i am in lust
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I LOVE IT!  August 24 Who was that??I just experienced making love with words seriously i have never been treated like that. I didnt think men could do it to be honest, i got his real name but cant remember his name on a1 so i cant think who it is till i find that out. But damn-I was there! Part twoElle woke that morning with swollen eyes like she been crying for 30yrs+her arm hurt on the parts she could feel. Regret wud be an understatement but she still needed help its easy2pretend yer fine! As it is Elleness23 space will be full of mindless crap bet i had yiz freaked out thenok so its been one 'hell' o a week for me I really wish i hadnt self-harmed again after so long but al be fine, and so its back to the mundane life i exist in about! I dont know if me and the bf will survive as he has been about as supportive as a fish needing mouth to mouth on a shag-pile carpet!
any how am not so addicted to chatrooms as my one A1 chatroom has crashed and i have been able to tear myself away from the pc more, its good for me.
I got to give a shout out to Just J yer my new hero, I ought to nominate you for best newcomer to my life award, its made out of clay but its still an Award!!!! I dont give em out often so al make ya the award and post you a picture of it J if yer reading this,
I was walking up to the Chemist this morning and we walked past a shopping trolley it still had the pound in it, commenting to the bf on the amount o trolleys we find in our streeets after friday and saturday nights, when a little old lady (a really cute one-some ol lady's are horrid) anyroad she said that she had been coming out of a supermarket one time and walked past some people from a foreign land, who were remarking that a shopping trolley was an absolute bargain for just a pound!!!!
WELL I thought it funny
 so thats me booked in to see the therapist on friday so al have to start working on the @everything is fine@ look!
God Bless you all and now am away to try get the windows media player on my space...........................wish me luck eh?
Elle
xxx August 23 Dragons and meMy 1minute blogs. I wish i were a dragon, A great mythical beast, Mostly cartoonlike, In my head, at least! What??? Am i on Part one: FfsPart 1,sitting typing in a mobile2total strangers,Elle felt strange.She has felt this way4a while but still she sits in silence,tap tap tapping away on the mobile net.Why was it she could say anything on live spaces,but couldnt connect with reality. . . . wotto you rowdy lotwell i have had a really great back-up of support and i wll survive, like i said, besides i come from a long line of "Savages" from Lambeth, then Yorkshire (Y-O-R-K-S-H-I-R-E) Anyroad I am getting the message from friends around (and not) think I should be getting respect not put-downs from me fella but no-one understands, It's my house and I have never been materialistic about stuff till I lost my flat afetr being 7yrs homeless and then having to deal with my children being in care, i put them there, i have to go the fella has arrived take care i will be fine - SOMEDAY |
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